These last few days I have been feeling different -- A good kind of different. I can feel it in the air and it feels fantastic and kind of exciting too - like the feeling you get when you crawl into bed the night before your birthday (when we were young that is - not now, of course, because that's something to dread) or the night before a really big fun trip ... Well that's how I feel right now. I feel like something is going to happen soon. Something grand and something really big. Can you feel it or is it just me? Maybe it's because it's a new year and a new year means a clean slate and it means starting over and it means change -- and man oh man, do I need a change.
But anyways, I've been feeling extra happy these last few days. Which is quite a difference from how I've been feeling these last months. But it is strange you know - this sudden surge of positivity and giddiness ... Chris has been getting extra hugs and kisses, that's how strange it's been. I don't know if it's the abnormal amount of sunshine my body's been recently exposed to or maybe it's being close to friends and family OR maybe it's just nothing. Maybe it's a fluke and I'm just being silly. But -- I feel hopeful. I really do. I feel like things are going to happen soon. And I welcome it. Perhaps it's the first time ever, but I welcome all the change that wants to come our way. Hello twenty ten -- Bring on the change. I dare you.
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